well hi people, back to update again as promised. kinda lazy actually. been really lethargic lately.(is that how you spell lethargic?:S)well i shall skip EOY NCC camp stuff bah and the birthday party thingy. just talk about class chalet. well, it was great in general. obviously the malay guys brightened up the whole thing, without them was great in a sense that everything was just time to chill and relax which was great too.:D well had BBQ which was a also great la, i was praised constantly on how i really looked like a satay man... MAJOR TSK LA! nvm... take it as a compliment la hor... well din sleep the whole day, go here go there. places that i love to go again, things i would love to do again also. all in all it was great. i would not change a thing, really.and well today my parents and my younger brother go for a wedding dinner, so my cousin Rosalind , my elder brother and I, went to eat at pastamania. i think its too pricey and the food not really that nice also, rating out of 5 stars would only be 2 la. well really nice to like talk mature talk with them. talked and talked. naturally talked out couples. which got me really pissed la. they kept saying like i should break up and what crap. like do we even know love? i was like, DO YOU KNOW IT THEN?like they never really bothered about how i felt at all la. tsk...wanted to throw my pasta sauce at them... nvm...that was the only crappy subject la, the rest was like thinking of job path. just so you know, im really into interaction with the people. give me 2 computers and an office desk i think i will be bored to death please.... so i was thinking more into like tourism or sports sciences kinda stuff. :D:D:D:D. well i want to end it here. nights people. will update soon! :D p.s/we may have problems now, but i know if we get by them together, nothing can bring us down honey...:D

hi people, just came back from class chalet about the same time now yesterday. will update soon on ll the things and others i previously promised. until then. im still kinda tired. so shall go sleep again.... piggy josh signing out. OINK OINK!

well, its been long people. just felt super tired from camp and everything. well im back already. so you all should be happy. lets see gonna be damn wordy and super long so bear with me people alright?lets start about my NCC camp to ECP first.

DAY 1 OF CAMP!

Well, woke up about 5.30am to set off for camp. took my super fat black crumpler and set of for school. everything was kinda light i guess cause all clothes only. the tents all i throw and leave to Uma already. haha! so when i walked to the bus-stop. i realise i would reach the 7-11 near school earlier than expected so i called Jie Jian telling him i would reach at 6.50 instead of the 7.15 we planned for.( we were collecting the Nasi Ayam for the first meal breakfast for our cadets, and Jie Jian had our money)well when i called him, he said his father was gonna be sending him. so i told him he can set off now. and guess what. i reached there like 6.55, he still not there! he only reach at 7.20 xia!(tell you what happen later) so when i reach i saw WeiTing with his ultra small nike bag. dont know how he fit all camp stuff in that tiny bag lor...so we talk and talk, and condemned Jie Jian on how funny and blurr h always looks. so as time went by i decided to buy snacks for my group that i was assigned to during the camp. only to my group la, im kinda selfish one.(need make my people feel special.:D) so i told maybelline i what i was doing and she agreed so i went to buy lor.(Maybelline my group IC, and i was the instructor, plus assistant logistics for whole camp, although i mostly slack and all ask Jie Jian do. cause he so bullyable)so back to collecting stupid Nasi Ayam. Jie Jian reached only at 7.15.........in SCHOOL!!!!! i was like calling him and he said. "Josh, I in school now ah, my father drop me off in school." so i went like What the Jie Jian...You MAMA....so nvm, i ask Weiting how, and he said to tell Jie Jian he had 3 mins to run down to us. and he did of course. :D. So later on we take our food to school and blah blah blah, as usual the cadets complained saying that the food to cold, rice too hard, not enough flavour. i was like damn pissed. but nvm la, they dont know how lucky they are to even HAVE food to eat.(funny little incident happen. i was like doing my stuff and then Jie Jian checking the Items hor.he realised he did not bring the prizes for our camp. and i laughed like hell...so i told him to just take his time go home take then go ECP himself.)and before that well, we split the cadets into their groups and did a bag check.(of cause boy check boy girl check girl la). My group was group 2, consisting of cadets Iman(cadet IC),Aisyah,Ardilla,Gladys and Jonas...wong. not joe jonas. :D. cause he cant sing at all anyway.haha. so after all the admin matters we set off to ECP.(and just before we went off, Jie Jian arrived, guess what? he paid 20 dollars to get home and get back to school. KNOW WHY!!!!cause he thought when i told him to take his time!!!HE THOUGHT I WAS BEING SARCASTIC!!!!cannot stand him man...)ANYWAY, we got to our tentage area which my fellow cadets had already scouted which as really good.



reach already hor. i saw this auntie lingering around our area. walks nearer* oH! ITS MARDIAH! HAHAH! apparently they slept at like 2-3am the previous night. stupid nia...haha. so cut short abit ah. they all thought by Yiren,Mardiah,Nazirul and Uma how to pitch tent. or course Ms Yee stepped in to help la, she really rocks la. starting of camp already scold cadets on the bus. " YOU ALL BETTER BEHAVE OR ELSE I WILL SLAP YOU ALL UP DOWN LEFT RIGHT CENTRE!" PRO Ms Yee....and not to mention smack me on my thigh like 15 times already.so later on had lunch, then we went on the play the games. at first playing waterbomb clingcling, then hor, got safety briefing, can only throw like at legs, and before that mardiah splat one on my back.so i condemn" hey cadets! your Staff Sergeant Mardiah hor? dont know her Bio one lei! legs also dont know where?" then all laughed like hell. :D:D. so at first we played cling cling, then all go crazy just grabbed water bomb and throw. which i tot was more fun. cause thanks to JieJian, Who bought like 400 plastic bags, we had plenty of waterbombs. after that we playedmany other water bomb related games like Dog&Bone water bomb edition. and many more. after that we let all the cadets bathe first. while instructors laid back to stink.



after they finished bathing we all sat with our groups to think of item for talent time. BTW, i named our group CHIHUAHUA after the dog. haha. SUPER FUN BUNCH LA THEY ALL. so we had this remix of many HSM songs that coincided with the mood of talentime night. and GUESS WHAT! OUR GROUP WON!!! haha.

heres the lyrics. and actions.
(girls at front boys at back, with interval spacing)
what time izzit? Talenttime, its our vacation,(hands in air)
what time izzit? B...BQ time, thats right say it loud! (hands in air)
what time izzit?the time of our lives, anticipation!(hands in air)
what time izzit?party time, schools out! scream and shout!(hands in air)

(G)TROY.....(girls swift motion with hands and slide back pointing at boys who move front.)
(B)Right now we can hardly Sing...(turns and looks at girls)
(G)all you can do is know that i belive...(eye contact)
(B)and thats all we really need.(eye contact)
(G)so come on!(eye contact)
(B)make us strong!(flex muscles)
its time to turn it up, carry on!

(boys face front.)
(B)cause now its official(boys pretend to look around as though scanning area)
(G)(musical sounds)
(B)cant back out, cant back out.(finger shows no motion)
(B)NO!(jumps back!)
(G) Getting ready.(girls catwalk to front)(SEXAYE!:D)
(G)for the night of nights, the night of nights tonight!)
(B)dont panic ,PANIC!(jumps to front and bends down.show emo and panicing expressions)

(G) relax.....
(B) WHY!
(G)Because....
THEN I CUE... and all go arms in arms and start singing....

We're all in this togther, and it shows who we are , we're stars and we see that, we're all this in
this together and it shows when we stand hand in hand, make our dreams come true...

WOOHOO! END OF PERFORMANCE!(I TRY GET THEM DO AGAIN AND VIDEO IT SHOW YOU ALL. :D)

okay, so after that, i and Yiren basically had to cycle all the way to the 7-11 to buy firestarters cause the stupid BBQ supplier gave a pathetic 10 only and we used it all up before even starting a proper charcoal ember. blah blah blah, all cadets eat. we all sang and danced and all go crazy.

at midnight, mostly were sleeping. except for me and all instructors. we all took turns to bath. so i went to bath while 3 chiobu's were on the female side of the toilet. haha. and i like shouting chiobu!! across and they answered.haha, i knw you horny guys wanna know who right...they were my Nu.Er(maybelline), Uma, and mardiah(funny how they are all diff races. cool huh?)

so after that i sat with maybelline at the fire pit to watch over the cadets make sure they sleep and scare cats away from our leftover food.so we talked from like 1 to 2.30. talk about alot of things that just make me smile and go all melt-a-ble. haha! so aftet that nu.er go sleep. while i went to guys instructor tent cause our shift over already. and then i was trying to sleep when yiren and burhan were like teaching all the horny things to jie jian. and jie jian innocent as he is, keep asking questions only an innocent boy like him would ask/ and say. shall not go into details. really to much for you readers to handle.haha. just know this, Jie Jian is really super dumb in this THINGs. so dont pollute his innocent mind! so well, i could not sleep la of course... i laughed like hell until i got myself worked up and happy then i could not sleep again...cause lost my tiredness. so i just went out and help sentry again. blah blah blah, until 4.30, i finally could sleep gain, so i slept. on the nearby stone table/chair set. just sleep there like and illegal immigrant. and when i could sleep again! this 2 cheena man started talking damn loud into the middle of the night. both topless somemore. and i was like wth..... so well, anyway, i din sleep whole night. sianned.

WAH! I ONE DAY SO MUCH ALREADY>SOMEMORE NOT REALLY DETAILED. oh well, stay tuned for day 2 + my 4 year old cute neighbour Dylan's birthday party! :D

wah!!!!half and hour more then leaving liao... kinda reluctant to go. i will be shut out from the world of technology. damn. haha, guess i should get going to buy my nasi lemak for my cadets then. byebye all!:D see you all soon! :D




p.s. I MISS YOU!!!

HI ALL! just thought you all deserve to listen to a nice soothing songs rather than the noisy and too energetic songs nowaday. so heres I Finally Found Someone by Barbra Streisand duet with Bryan Adams. :D and also some really good acapella singers.:D

1st song:I finally Found Someone
2nd song:cry me a river
3rd:I'll be there(jackson 5)MJ so young but voice uber good and cute la!
4th:kiss from a rose made famous by seal (sang here by acafellas)

okay... will be like leaving the house for 2day 1 night camp at ECP in approx 12 hours. so today had a instructors meeting conducted by our camp OIC LEE WEITING and our NCC(SEA) CO Mr Azhar. so i woke up early la, then reach school at like 9.30. and wait dont know like until 10am saw ezzat. then the damn guard come and scold me say what i cannot wear slippers, teachers see will scold.and then all instructors came soon after. so we moved to 1T1 and discuss stuff.apparently Mr Chun never go hor, also can like remember all the little details of the camp. sibei pro la i must admit. then he trying to act cute saying we buy ice-cream must be got all 3 flavours one cause he want to eat... :S:S:S

so....discuss discuss discuss like from 10am to 4.20pm like that... never eat breakfast or lunch. super damn hungry. but still i must say today quite fun la. its always fun with my fellow part C's always see weiting bullying jie jian. and then some HSM3 fanatics keep singing the songs and i of course join it la! :D. most interesting of all today is that Mr Chun give us the whole box of GG chocolate biscuit for free.(got ulterior motive? :S)haha!then after that come home. now have to pack bag. tmr meet jie jian at 7.15 to collect the nasi lemak and nasi ayam. see you all soon!!!:D

DONT MISS ME OKAY??? 6days to class chalet!:D









p.s/ i know you will, cause i miss you like mad too. :(

THIS GOES OUT TO THE PERSON WHO HAS NO COMPASSION OR FEELINGS FOR ANOTHER OTHER LIVING PERSON WHATSOEVER.

Alright,lets start on why i was not very happy yesterday. i make it short okay?1week+ ago,i signed myself up to go for shooting competition. I TOLD, I REPEAT, I TOLD MY PARENTS ALREADY. And so, i was liking PROMISING i would be going to attend the competition. And well, last Friday or so, my younger brother developed an eye infection. which made his eye lids swell up and turn red.(EW!)Which was okay, cause i thought it was a small thingy which would recover soon. BUT TODAY, i am suppose to be a shooting competition conducting by NCC HQ. And well, my younger brother whose eye infection that apparently is passable(don't know medical term :S) has not recovered, so my father who has been staying home the pass 2 days to take care of him of course must go work today already right! So im here to take care of him like what a lovable brother would do:S. Now the piss me off part. yesterday, after knowing i had to take care of him today, i had to quickly reach out for another person to replace me(THANKS SO MUCH YIREN!:D), and although i did, i still got a message from that person. telling me how he/she cannot trust my promises anymore, how i always have NO SHOW for competitions, how with my rank i should not let my unit down.how my merits in the past will all be gone. And i was seriously like...wat ...the...HELL?!?!?!?

TRUTH BE TOLD PEOPLE, no offence... in a live n death situation, i would rather trade 2/3/4/5/6.... of my cadets for my younger brother, i mean really when it boils down to that scenario,i will take my chances with my brother, you can keep your other people for all i freaking care. i have no choice cant you see?can i help it i have a freaking controlling parents? or can i predict my brother will have a crappy eye infection that wont go away? This is a comparison between two things where the winner is clear, MY FAMILY of course la!Going to the competition is like telling my parents straight in the face i should leave my younger in the house for 8-9 hours by himself. Or like telling your own mother im gonna run away from home and never come back cause i hate you. WONT THEY FREAK OUT?!?!?!

I guess sometimes we have to forgive and forget huh...but honestly to that person. i was really hurt by those words that pin pointed at me. Its was like hammering me in the face with the buttstock of the M16 rifle. Or stabbing 12cm bayonet knife inside me.i really hope you can open up yourself and try to understand us better. maybe then we will like you BETTER.thank you.

and to all:my juniors,fellowcadets or seniors, when you all see this. i want you all to know, i love NCC, i do. but not because of the drills or theory or ropes or whatever. Its doing all that and doing it TOGETHER, spending time together. when we are bonded. thats why i love NCC. and no one can take that away from US.when we're together, we can win together and play together. :D. We may not win competitions which i do think is important. but we sure as hell can kick ass together as one. to serve with pride and dedication. NCC! :D

To all:sorry for the long post though i said it would be short... haha. at least now i feel better. peace.



P.S.Its raining now, and i love it. :)

hi people...kinda pissed now i guess...stay tuned to know the story, if will leave you with many mixed emotions and opinions i promise. nights all.

Hi People! as you all know this is my new blog! please visit constantly okay?
cause it will be exciting to visit, every visit will be an adventure!(I HOPE ONLY LAH)
For now, i will be MIA for awile, got tuition...sad sad....