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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 10:09 PM

SOME ONE IS BACK FROM SWITZERLAND!

thats all i got time to say. hope you see this. haha. byebye

Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 11:48 PM

i know its almost midnight. but guess what im doing. im watching HSM 1/2/3 altogether. my movie downloading software finally got HSM3 . i buffer all 3 movies liao then keep rewinding to all the melting parts i remember. like you all already dont know, im hsm crazy... ... :D omgosh. again...i wish time would just stop. we are like sec 4 liao.....hai........ we'll in this together....

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Saranghaeyo 10:36 PM

A TRIBUTE TO MR CHUN


your not going blind or your eyesight getting poorer. it indeed is Mr Chun Sir Kin im addressing. hmmm....where to start. alright, lets start with the fact i just came back from tuition. go bathe liao. sending the relay message abt tomorrow to many people. then just now check my mail. and i received this email titled "Moving on in year 2009" sent to me from fortyforty(eng90247@hotmail.com)

this is what is said:



Hi all, How is everyone? Ready for the new school and the new term? After joining NCC(SEA) from Y2005 to Y2008, I shall be moving on to another CCA in Y2009. My many thanks to everyone who has, in one way or another, helped to make my stay in NCC(SEA) a rewarding and enjoyable journey. I wish everyone all the best in the CCA, and continue to do well in the future. Thank you.

Regards,Mr. CHUN

alright, i was damn happy seeing those words im telling you. but what bothered me was that my happiness was short-lived. which i nvr expected. call me crazy. but in my hotmail i have 300+ emails from him. i guess when you read the words from a guy like him almost everyday he kinda grows on you. like a mole you hated but in the end you found out it actually defines you kinda thing. looking back, no offence la. but he really was a pain in the ass! but he did delivered his promises, in helping us forge a better future in our CCA,but i think i didn'y :(. it was just that he was in a CCA that actually had people like ME. who apparently i think and do things almost the opposite from him. i believed NCC can still be about fun. but to him it was all regimental and army style. now that he is gone. i think i will really miss him and that file he always brings along everywhere. especially his non-camera phone that can bring into amy camp one. haha. those were fun times...really fun times... and i think its safe to admit how many times we talked abt him behind his back. criticizing and cursing him when he gave us push-ups.now that he is gone, i really would like to see how we will progress/deprove. all in all, i must say mr chun! you are actually one hell of a teacher officer.i wish you well in your future CCA too. you may be gone but your teachings do stay on.(rmb all the emails you send me?)

we want to win in our CCA, but we must also win in our studies



thank you for making MY NCC experience a memorable one too. i wish you all the best in your future CCA.

but once a sea cadet, always a sea cadet Mr Chun :D.


talking about all this really makes me think back on those old ncc days. how we were pumped like siao. damn i love ncc, i must say again. mr chun you rocks. im regretting now how i nvr treasured you teachings and advice and you everyting-must-be-sibei-detailed way of doing things. abt 10+ trainings more and i gonna step down POP liao. can imagine myself crying tears flowing like crazy.....shit man.... why cant time just slow down now.....






p.s/ 17 more hours. :D im tearing tears of joy....

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Saranghaeyo 10:35 PM

currently writing a tribute to mr chun. stay tuned. :D

Sunday, December 28, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 10:43 PM

hahaha! just having a talk with some random classmates. talk abt new class name then in the end talk abt going poly. if you all want to know. im following mdm fadilah. she got a degree in sports science and diploma in psycology or something. i want both too. cause both were what i wanted in the first place. so now like scouting all the open houses and courses available, both full/part - time courses. then like dont offer the one i want xia. stupid polys....haha. well, i guess its never too late to prepare huh....:D

Saturday, December 27, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 10:24 PM

alright just an annoucement. all please go check school website. and now the classes are like super lame. at least to me its lame. they are named after the school values or something. like enterprise, creativity and many more. wth. my classes is reflection. 4E reflection. worse still. Form teacher is mdm jayanthi.yeah! Co-form teacher is Ms Ng Soo Hua. OMGOSH! YOUR KIDDING ME!.... can you imagine.....Ms Ng:"reflection.....can you dont make so much noise....you know your noise all reflect back to the classroom one anot....so noisy....you all never learn........"


OMGOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Saranghaeyo 10:09 PM

yes. home sweet home i guess. im back in Singapore. i dont think i want to blog about the christmas dinner much. cause my damn handphone is spoilt. so SUNTHAR AND DANSHAN!if you both see this, please dont do anything to your phones!i want put my Memory card inside then transfer all my files out thn can throw th phone liao. so until then. sorry to all who sms me. cause i cant see nuts with my phone. anyway, the christmas buffet was nice la. about 10 over dishes. and plus the whole lamb with lime sauce. omgosh! thinking abt again makes me hungry liao. and the great chat with my cousin's teenage friends abt well, the typical stuff. guys,girls and schooling. :D. the christmas this year was kinda early to end. ended at 12... so after that i went to clear up the whole place. wash plates and all. i think i become super guai this trip back for christmas. so thats all bah. i really hope i just can get the pictures. i will just put on my facebook i think.


anyway, the adults(my relatives) have been like super anxious to get to see my cousins getting married. which i think is kinda dumb? i mean no one can force this kinda things what. for all you know, push push push until the girl/boy friend don't want them liao then forever become single for life.... anway i think its stupid can liao. and i will really miss the talking C**K times we have every night. laugh until cannot sleep.haha.


just something random. TO ALL GUYS. GO the borders bookstore. go buy a book titled men are from mars, and women from venus. my recommendation. go research on it or something. its kinda cool. its actually for women actually, but i think its kinda good for guys too. :D


AND TO JACELYN!!!!!YES,I DO MISS CHEANPIN MORE THAN JOLYN MISSES HER,MORE THAN YOU MISS HER.BUT MAYBE NOT MORE THAN EVERYONE MISSES HER cause everyone would include me too???? :D




p.s/ i do miss you like...ALOT> :D

Friday, December 26, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 1:55 AM

alright look at the time ... the party just ended not long ago. im super full. super happy and super tired. so i shall leave the story maybe to 3 days later. cause tmr got ice-skating and nxt few days shopping. so will be busy. but stay tuned though. i may surprise you all. :D and my hp spoil xia. wth hor. i just hope the memory card is safe can liao. :D

so until then. TOODLES! :D







p.s/8days to the day my heart lifts itself up again.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 11:39 PM

alright. i gotta cut it short. cause im going to watch movie again. haha. woke up early in the morning. had nasi lemak, beancurd and soya bean for breakfast. after that moved off to the jetty to board the ferry. the ferry took about 45mins to reach Pulau Ketam(translate directly it means Island Crab). quite okay la. except the safety measures of the boat sucks. cause its like your enclosed in the boat so cannot escape if the boat capsize. all die liao....what i died there huh...would anyone cry over me? what would my funeral be like? Note:play nicer songs. LOL! alright,dont so emo talk abt dying liao. anyway. went there to visit my great 3rd aunt one. so ate the home made popiah. wah lau, really very nice. i eat until 3 luh.:D. and after that went walking around the village. took alot of photos of the rural area and the popiah(food again...). let you all pampered people know what its like to live in proverty okay?


anyway,after that went to eat lunch. had stuff like crab again. erm, mantis prawn and lots more. then took the trip back to mainland.oh ya, forgot to add. actually the feel of the place is kinda nice. its like dont know why everyone knows everyone. and when my mother tried to pay for the lunch. the restaurant dont allow her to pay. so like homely la basically. cause of the simple life they live so its very peaceful and laid-back.so when reached back i went to the gym. my uncle and cousins tried to sneak me and my bro in. cause members not allowed to use the weight-lifting stuff. like what the hell la. we also live there what. what kinda system xia. must really complain luh. anyway, in the end i and bro just ran from the club house to the main entrance of the whole estate and back to the house. about 5km. so you can imagine how big the whole place is liao. my aunt's house is a 5 room,1 living room 2-leveled semi-detached terrace house. i think its big liao. but got other houses that are privately built in the whole resort/estate. some look like the Roman buildings got big big pillar, some got their own underground carpark, some got swimming pool,some also basketball court. the best is they got 4 cars, one mercedes, one MPV and 2 sports cars,an Aston Martin and lamborghini. anyways, aftet that i go bathe then had dinner.


for dinner i had steamboat. omgosh got like 15++ people eat also only eat half of the food we started with. got all types of balls.(LOL!) and crab we bought from pulau ketam and prawns.tofu, shitake mushrooms,mushrooms, noodles, blah blah blah. you will know what when i post the pictures on all the food. anyway, tmr is the christmas dinner. i think i will burst xia. i check just now 60.3 kg liao. so i just gonna continue to eat. heck care.


alright, i gotta go watch movie now. haha. SO.................


MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL! MUCH LOVE AND KissES!HAHA :D

p.s/merry christmas darling. :D 9days more. i will be fat and chubby then. :D:D:D

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Saranghaeyo 12:19 AM

man...it has been a tiring day.been training my pull-ups again. super hard la, im training to do 7 full ones. not those sissy wissy kind i know most guys do. sorry to insult you all, just my opinion. train early bah. anyway, woke up at 9am today. slept only at 2am today. so went out to eat at originalKayu. its a huge restaurant that sells all sorts of thosai and roti chenai.(note:Singapore its called roti prata, Malaysia its called roti chenai.) and way. we made a mistake by ordering one extra thosai. and i had to eat half of my younger brothers roti chenai w/egg cause he cannot finish. together with my roti bomb. (basically, roti bomb is roti prata and inside they put sugar and butter so its super melty and sweet and all the sweetness *BOMB* in your mouth when you cut/bite it.) sad that i sid not eat roti tissue thought (its this 1.5M long super thin roti prata that is sprinkled with sugar and brushed with butter.super crispy and thin hence the name roti tissue, :D)

after that when we went to my aunt judy's house. She and uncle Ming Siew went to work first to settle some stuff. while i shot some hoops for about 1.5hrs and went to bathe. once i finished we set of from the house to the airport to fetch Whitney my cousin who is studying actuarial science in Lincoln. apparently its super cold there now. hope cheanpin is fine and warm. :S. its so cold that her whole body is like super dry, and her face so flushed red.

after that we went to have a simple lunch. and went to visit my aunt'smother-in-law. what a sad thing, know what she did? apparently she wants to come home so much that she had to makeup stories. well serves her right bah for doing those bad things in the past. teach her that she was actually so lucky to have a daughter-in-law who puts up with her for so long liao. and her own blood children dont even care abt her. WTHHHHHHHH man. what is the world coming to. some people are just either born without hearts to show care and concern.

anyways, after that. we all went home to slack again. and the huge tent was set-up by some people for the christmas party tmr. and vroom....off to dinner.TODAY ALL ABOUT FOOD AH!HAHA. well, we had all the junk food. although im not complaining. weate chicken wings,beef/chicken satay and chilli crabs and steamed crabs. eat until damn full. until now still full la. so came home after that and have been watching tv ever since. just watch some Phua Chu Kang. laugh like hell. then actually wanted to watch the Just Follow Law but instead came here to blog. see! i so Guai right! So guai until bring my ISPL here still nvr do...... :S.

anyway, tmr apparently going to some fishing farm or something. can catch fish or crabs to bring back and my grandma will be making crab porridge or chilli crab too. yumyum. im gonna reach my target of at least 60kg. i was like 58kg when i reach here. now im 59.2kg liao. hahahaha!somemore tmr the christmas party. turkey,beef,mutton,pork, chicken. whatever kinda meat i will eat it. haha!

oh ya,i really will try to get a recording of my relative's choir singing at the church. its great. sorry no photos ah. its like low quality but still quite high la cause i take with phone.(does that make sense?) once i go back then only upload in a post. cause i forgot bring my cable here.

SO,until then, stay tuned! gotta sleep now to catch the early ferry ride tmr. CIAO!(sara, note i used correct spelling.)


tag reply to kellie/BC/Pei San:im not really emo. just unhappy, not unhappy as in sad. if that even makes sense. just the kinda unhappy when you miss someone? understand? i hope you do. :S


p.s/ damn....i just realised....i miss you!?!?!?!?LOL. you want to know how much, think of something silly and i have probably done it. lets see,type 100+++ "i miss you" on my phone? HAHAHAHA urgh...baby i cant sleep till your next me.....feels like insomnia ooooOHHH hai...imiss you.



Tuesday, December 23, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 12:57 AM

ALRIGHT...LOOK AT THE TIME!TO CUT IT SHORT, TODAY I HAVE BEEN SLACKING LIKE CRAZY MAN. I LIKE THE CAPS SO IM JUST LEAVING IT LIKE THAT. ANYWAY,WE WERE HAVING DINNER AT MY ELDEST AUNTS HOUSE AND NOW IM AT MY OTHER AUNTS HOUSE. WE WERE AT MY RELATIVES CHRISTMAS CHOIR REHEARSAL JUST. I THINK THEY ARE REALLY GOOD. ONLY IF POSSIBLE I RECORD THE SINGING. :D ANYWAY, I HAVE BEEN PLAYING MONOPOLY WITH MY YOUNGER BROTHER AND COUSINS HAHA, WELL IM LIKE SUPER TIRED NOW, SO I SHALL GO SLEEP LIAO. TOODLES PEOPLE! STAY TUNED AGAIN! I KNOW YOU LOVE ME! I THINK....

Monday, December 22, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 12:27 AM

One word DEPRESSED....................sighs............i seem so lively and cheerful in the morning and afternoon, but when night comes. i somehow just go dark and gloomy. missing someone as always(DUH). dont know la, you know the feeling when you sometimes feel that your looking at everything in the world as if your not a part of it. well, i feel like that almost every single night. it not a feelings that sucks. just wanna know why it happens.
well it 12.30am over here now, had a chat with bing chen. apparently he might be back for homecoming walk. i cant wait to punch his lump of fats again. be warned, im sitting with him. no one can steal him away from me. :S. had my dinner just now at my other aunt's house. as usual her cooking is up to standard. :D will be going rock climbing maybe tmr, i also not sure. then ice-skating on tuesday or wednesday. should be fun. anyway, i gotta sleep now, to get lost in my dreams.


p.s/if missing you IS my job, i think my boss is gonna give me a big bonus. cause im so dedicated at it. :S:S
hai.....miss you like hell la............hugs*

Saturday, December 20, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 9:19 PM

hi people! im in KL now, raining cats and dogs... hows the weather in singapore? just had a wedding dinner. food was okay la, not that nice i must admit. but edible. well, been catching up with my cousins. alot of things happening lately. anyway,i gtg liao. tmr going ice skating i think. :D so since its the christmas mood for me. i shall send you all off with some really nice songs. from from the disbanded boyband N'Sync :D. they still rocks. dont know why they disband also...








alright until then, BYEBYE! love to one and all! :D



p.s/ i forgot to bring my jacket...feeling so cold from the rainy weather... :(

Friday, December 19, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 11:54 PM

just had dinner just now, a freaking mac dinner...lol. initial plan we were going to selarang, sussex garden. this old kampong,country feel kinda house to have a BBQ with my father's ex-colleagues. its was kinda nice i must say. the host's husband was a Caucasian, and dammit. he is like the nicest one i have see so far. apparently he likes living in malaysia and once lived in Ipoh for 17years. says he love the country feel. (he's an engineer btw, what engineer likes country life? so opposite of their job culture la) and well his wife is the opposite. opposites attract? :D well, anyway, all the food was cooked by him to! and i helped of course. haha. i tell you all a secret la even if you all dont want to believe it. im a total major help in my house ever since my maid went back. since my elder bro is in army and younger bro is well.....young... so the chores all i have to help. and i discovered something. i love........to cook! its nothing shocking actually. but one day i hope to cook something for chean pin. maybe for all of you too!:D course when i cook i find it so interesting and relaxing. dont know la, thats just me. well anyway, back to story. the husband cooks the best pork man. he season the pork meat for like a day with just simple salt and vinegar from sri lanka(special salt and vinegar? :S) and then grill it just now. after that took so many photos la. its kinda both quirky and cool to see your own parents like feeling young again. the way they act and all. well almost all the adults were more or less quite drunk. while i was just drinking my Bailey's creme caramel 17percent alcohol. my mother was like dont drink! and my dad went, nvm la! just let him drink la! so i was laughing like hell there. after that. the host took out this 6-7kg whole salmon to grill. wth! so nice smell la! already like grilling finish already(took 45mins btw) and can smell the lime juices and all so nice hor. and i had to go....wth right...must rush back go fetch my younger bro from him dance performance. aiyah! so thats why i ate mac. all in all, quite a fun night. so who cares....

tmr going KL for a week to celebrate christmas liao. so dont sms me, cause i wont reply. unless on msn. i try to post some photos bah i hope. :D stay tuned!!nights all!


p.s/hope your having a great time.stay warm, like how you warm my heart. :D


p.s// 12days...i really miss you...think bout you all night and day.hugging my jacket to sleep. wish you were here with me just for a moment. just a moment... ...



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Saranghaeyo 10:16 AM

FACIAL REVEALED! :D

all right, i know you all wanted this review right? haha. kk, i cut to the juice of the story. first go into the place and check for your appointment.then they will serve you a drink. drink varies depending on which day you go.they will see your specialist is ready for you anot.(my facial place is at the CnC btw)just so happens, my specialist who did facial for me very cute, look like japanese girl.HAHA! (i hope cheanpin sees this :D)

okay, so she will escort you to the men's spa area.

so for guys go in first hor, just take off your shirt and lie down. for girls must take off and wear some towel thingy to cover la obviously.the room is first lighted up, and got jazz music. then when starting, the spec(specialist) will dim the lights.first she will tie up your hair above your forehead so got no cream or water or whatever can touch your hair.

firstly, she start with a massage on your shoulders and face to help you relax.(but then hor, basket, she sometimes press so damn hard la! :S)
secondly, is the facial cleansing cream on your face.to remove excess oil. then wipe off. after that she will put this facial scrub scrub on the face to remove dead skin cells on the face.


and this moment still relaxed. :D

and after that can open eyes look at the chiobu. LOL. alright, after this she will leave you alone while she arranges the steamer onto your face. to heat up your face so that the pores open up.(easier to squeeze/remove blackhead, pimples and what not)i tell you the air so hot you breathe in pain lor. so i breathe by mouth. haha.

when that's over. she apparently switches on this super bright white light over your face.(and a cloth thing to cover the eyes cause too bright) apparently after the cream applying and all, your face is whiter plus with the light is even lighter! so its easy to see the blackheads and all cause their still like reddish or yellow or whatever colour they are suppose to be. :S

she uses this metal equipment to apparently either scoops up or poke the pimples to loosen them up first. its 2-sides btw, nth can poke and scoop at the same time....sometimes she just press. alright, this is a suggestion to all the freaking facial parlours!!! they should provide those squishy balls you know! cause for sudden pimple outbreak people like me hor, its really freaking pain okay! i open my eyes for awhile and saw the sharp point on the equipment almost faint la!so basically, when we are in pain, we're holding those balls can squash them la! if i never cut my nails i think i clench my fingers until can cut into my palm liao.

they are nice enough to keep a constant conversation with us la. we can talk abt many stuff, GFs,going back for Christmas, how she travells to work. but the only bad question is when they always ask whether its pain. WTH!?!?!?! ALL ALSO PAIN LA! :S:S

so after this, they will put this ice cold cream substance on your face. apparently must apply until very thick. its will like close up the pores and stop those bleeding pimples if any at all.i tell you, when she put that, i was like, omgosh, im so happy. cause the cooling sensation rocks after all the numbness from when they press/poke/scoop your face.(its not yourself pressing, so when they press, no mercy, is press until must make sure the blackhead come out. thats why so pain!)

alright, so after the heat from your face heat up the whole thick layer of gel on your face hor, most shocking things...she peeled it off.... apparently when it heats up they stick together, becoming a mask. cool right! :D so later i can enjoy jazz music liao. when she applies the same cream she applied at the start, follow by a face moisturizer. then she will massage your back, your shoulders whole arm and all. and she leaves you there for another 5 mins so you can relax yourself. after that its over! and when you go out they serve you deserts. the desert varies depending on which day you go also.

so thats my 2nd experience. facial is tiring btw, so make sure to do on a day your free, cause after the facial all you really want to do is go home and just sleep. :D

btw, today is the future (2009) sec ones orientation in school or something. part B's! do well ya? must let SEA get all the cadets. leftover then give LAND! :D:D:D:D alright, i have to go fetch my younger brother liao. CHAO! :D until next time!

Thursday, December 18, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 11:04 AM

alright, i will be like going off to malaysia for christmas party with my cousins this saturday. get my head of the missing of someone. :D apparently is a 2 days party. wth right... nvm, im going facial now. AGAIN. haha, BYEBYE people! D

Tuesday, December 16, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 2:08 PM

well, nth much has been happening lately, just feelin so tired. been doing ISPL(not actually doing la,just stare at it for hours,and appearing offline on msn waiting for some people to online. :S) well anyway, yesterday i went for the part B specialist course prep camp. i must say i gave them really great advice. of course la! people is GSK and IFC best okay. so my teaching skills on mutuals must be superb.(sry,must hao lian abit :D)i really had lots of things to comment...well if i comment alot, means i must say we did not do our very best as seniors previously.sorry Part B, i think we as Part C have not done our very best. i Hope you will do the honours of bringing back our prestigous Gold Unit again. maybe even Best SEA Unit.as for BEST Unit, that can wait la hor?:D well, see alot of funny things. plump chubby and uber cute Jonathon was laughing throughout his teaching. want to scold also cannot scold, cause i just laugh with them. Oh ya, forgot to mention, the other staff sergeants were WeiTing,Nurul Mardiah Bin'te(this one i dont know how to spell,please advice:D) Khai Johari, Zacc. CLTs(A.K.A Cheap Labor Team) were clarence and someother ex-USM of riverside secondary). well other funny things, ms yee talking about counting the hair on our guys ERHERM*. and talking about the word shacked, which we all use when we are tired after exercise. but actually it means tired after alot of sex.(which when you think bout it, sex is exercising what?!?!?!NVM....)when asked to comment, asshidah always say i dont know what to say?!?!?! overall i think Joseph and Salman are good la, the rest can do well, but not that good. just please listen to all our advice. and win some awards. i know you all wont fail me one. :D:D:D:D:DI LOVE NCC! P.S someone was not there :D:D:D.

funny*
Ms Yee:your balls must be so interesting, are you all counting the number of hair on it?

MsYee:did you all know after stressful exams, when mr quek wants to give lesson, he go and read up on joke books?then he can make lessons fun.(not really funny,but i thought its so cool of mr quek to do that. :D:D)

joke of the day:
Salman:alright, now i shall teach about how to carry out PT activity,
1.you start with warm-up, then pump up liao la
2.2 round jog around field. so become more pump up la!
3.do the 5bx push up and everything, so very pumped up liao la!(honestly you listen, you would think he talking abt being ready for sex. LOL! :))
4.warming-down. cause shacked liao right? so must warm down
Jonathon:(raise hand) IC! you know the other meaning of shacked anot?(laughs super loud)
Commenting time*Ms Yee take water bottle and SMACK* hit Jonathon on the back....haha!
explains meaning of shack* all laugh*

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Saranghaeyo 2:05 PM

look at my super nice tagboard!See got who there tag anot? not president of singapore, not mas selamat, definitely not my mom either. its........."the one i miss" hahha happy....but still missing you. 16days.:D

All day...all night.... ;(

Saturday, December 13, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 8:10 PM

okay, im not gonna hide it. i miss her like crazy...i guess after someone you really need goes off then you know how important they are to you huh...hai... at least now i can concentrate on doing my ISPL. And then again, im only doing it cause she asked me too. or i would not even touch it. :D


well anyway, life is still boring without her in it la. :S

alright, tell you all something. first hand experience and review of the experience by me. good for girls and guys to listen up. you ALL should. you know my pimple outbreak like ever since June this year right? (thanks too all the extra NCC training...TSK...) well, last thursday i went a facial with my mom.(i go facial/massage, my mom massage). to sum it all up PAINFUL... i gtg now. shall tell you all about it soon. rmb...PAINFUL...

Thursday, December 11, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 5:41 PM

cant believe people in the world can be so feaking not understand and live a whole damn life without expressing true feelings! Eff you all seriously... i condemn you all too the fiery depths of hell.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 4:11 PM

21 hours from now,and she will be long gone...for 22 days...major ARGH!!!!!!so since i cant be online tonight so want to tell my darling cp. go there, let evrything go, and just have a hell of a time.:D:D.ISPL?nvm la...:S Dont know what to say, cause well, no words can really describe how much i will miss you. be thinking of you mostly at night when its peaceful and quiet.:Dwill miss all the things i used to talk to you about, my random laming, and cheesy talks, silly nonsense.at be wondering what your doing there which is like 7 hours slower than local time right?already sad about not being with you, the moments we spent together...doing...things....:S:SLOL.and please dont think too much. we wont end up like others. when you thinking of me at night can always take out the gift i gave. remember, it means 1.cheanpin2.cheesy3.corny4.cheese5.christmas6.crazy,7.CUTE.haha, okay, really dont know what would happen to me, but i will get my mind of by doing ISPL, love you lots, missing you already. sobssssssobssssss.*plays hair*


we did it we did it! :D:D

Monday, December 8, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 11:26 PM

its been a long weekend, great days ahead! and then bad days after that....LOL...

Friday, December 5, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 4:43 PM

ARGH!!! i got a super bloody pounding headache. but i was watching money no enough 2 just now.tried to sleep, but im like so emotionally distressed now. so all i gotta say now is treat your parents well you idiots of the world. stay tuned for my story and opinions. and hopefully you can all give comments. i go rest now. byebye.

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Saranghaeyo 3:37 PM

HI PEOPLE! SORRY FOR NOT POSTING FOR SO LONG, BUT HAVE BEEN KINDA BUSY CAUSE MY TUITION START AGAIN IN DECEMBER LIAO. AND GOT JAMMING SOON, SHALL UPDATE ON THAT. WELL, AFTER 12TH I SHOULD BE KINDA FREE ALREADY. SO TILL THEN. TOODLES! :D

Tuesday, December 2, 2008 ' ?
Saranghaeyo 10:16 PM

alright people, im back! dont know got people read also anot. well, anyway, today is a random post bah i guess.cause i just wanna talk about something in genral.




PARENTS. (EVERYBODY GO ARGH!!!!!!!!!)

well, anyway, lets start by saying, parents!!!! your so irritating la!!!! have you ever felt that parents kinda have a one-sided thinking? i mean everytime they scold you saying you dont think flexibly when actually they themselves dont? well i have that kinda parents. just the other day, i listened to the radio. the dj said that children always constantly change their learning styles, so parents should actually be changing their teaching styles. see? its not us thats not improving, its them! our parents! when we improve or change, they dont see it cause their still stuck in their own same position!or rather same thinking pattern.:S and they can really change their mood sometimes. one time they can be happy one time they can be one black face all of a sudden. and everything around you seems to be a weapon they can use to shoot you back with... hai...thats parents for us.


on a happier note, today, my family were sitting together to have dinner. so my younger brother wants to watch the television. then my father off it, and said " eat already finish then watch" so my brother being naughty as he is make alot of noise with the utensils. and kept going " eat finish already cannot watch already, show already finish what!" and then seeing that, my father kinda gave a softer tone like that. like he was melting kinda thing. LOL... well anyway, it showed me that parents do some things that dont seem right to us. but at least to them, its right. so who are we to complain?
i guess is just easier to say that well, we love our parents. no matter how much trouble we can cause them, they will always do, and as for us. we cant help it too la. all i can say for children in general to our parents is this. We hate that we love them. :D

thats all for today. seeya all soon! :D





BTW,THATS MY YOUNGER BROTHER! CUTE RIGHT!:D(and my mother at background:D)




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