One word DEPRESSED....................sighs............i seem so lively and cheerful in the morning and afternoon, but when night comes. i somehow just go dark and gloomy. missing someone as always(DUH). dont know la, you know the feeling when you sometimes feel that your looking at everything in the world as if your not a part of it. well, i feel like that almost every single night. it not a feelings that sucks. just wanna know why it happens.
well it 12.30am over here now, had a chat with bing chen. apparently he might be back for homecoming walk. i cant wait to punch his lump of fats again. be warned, im sitting with him. no one can steal him away from me. :S. had my dinner just now at my other aunt's house. as usual her cooking is up to standard. :D will be going rock climbing maybe tmr, i also not sure. then ice-skating on tuesday or wednesday. should be fun. anyway, i gotta sleep now, to get lost in my dreams.


p.s/if missing you IS my job, i think my boss is gonna give me a big bonus. cause im so dedicated at it. :S:S
hai.....miss you like hell la............hugs*