alright, shall post about ncc training. today, last lesson of the day. then found out im appointed OIC by weiting. so went to SOP class first. talk wasin, xinhui, pei shan and roshan. talked abt akshaya and roshan and many other things. i feel the roshan is actually one of the easiest guys to talk to. :D so started training. so many problems. no ropes, no test paper, no ncc room key. but in the end got it. thanks jiejian and yiren. :D and elfy and brandon for helping too. so all put inside ncc room. taking attendance. the part B,C thank such a damn long time. i dont know why, but i all of a sudden flare up like siao. scold the crap out of them. until ncc(land) keneth also tell his part B must show standard. and npcc all looking liao. as for my sea cadets they really shut up.


after that had first parade at upper parade square, finish liao then had test. blah blah blah, part B's mostly failed definitely. as for part C mostly too.after that part B was sent home early. and part C had drills. seriously their drills is not up to standard. side dressing until now sec 3 liao i still must teach. 90 degrees leg angle also cannot reach.in the end i scold them again. cause they shout like some guniangs like that. the marching on the spot also cannot do properly. so i showed them the standard. and deeply regretted.... cause in the end i put alot of pressure on my twisted knee and now i cant even walk properly. dont need do pe lo! :S. scold them say i one person also louder then all 12 of them. bloody hell. after that then last parade. and i was like having flu, injured and tired. and sheryl kept thinking im like emoing or something. liying tan too.... TSK... well thats all on ncc.oh ya, said bye to esther when she walk past. and she called me a pig again.... wth...

message to my part B's if you come across: im deeply sorry to say im quite disappointed. i may not know your personal lives. but excuses not to study for the test is just not up to standard. further more, not even knowing the theory for easily at least 5+ knots is just unacceptable. its not like you all really dont know me. i really love to take you all as my platoon. ever since last year i have been fighting to take you all. i believed that you were all the elite few. the one's your juniors will definitely look up too.and you all did prove my point. but now?during test you all can even go to another table and talk. falling in not just move around. can laugh somemore. you know how much it sucks to see my junior moving around like he/she owns the gound. want to scold him/her, yet cannot find the heart to? anyway,attendance is decreasing. attitude in training is also decreasing. hai.... i guess its my fault bah, a lousy leader produces lousy cadets right?sometimes i regret taking you all, thinking whether its my fault you all turned out this way.am i to blame?im thinking yes. but i want you all to know i will try my best. i sincerely hope you all do so too. hope you all can hold on to the words i told you all before you all were dismissed today. thank you.

sincerely, your temporary CSM.

to serve with pride and dedication.NCC

message to my part Cs: once again. sorry to hurt you all. im going to POP soon. all part Ds gonna POP soon. and right now, we really cannot pass the unit to you all like this. you all cannot even settle the conflicts between yourselves. how you expect to lead the unit? if like that, i rather wash my hands off you all and propose to close down the unit. dont waste your future junior's time.your cca showcase plan, not even done up. given how much time? at least a week. and you tell me you all cannot find time to meet up. is there really a need? like Mam said,you all can msn chat with your friends, boy/girlfriends. yet cannot talk to your own fellow cadets? is it that hard? if you were all seasoned leaders. someone should have stepped up to delegate, assigning the different job. can you imagine how shock i was to know the brochure was not even properly drafted. worse off all, you all din even know what each other wanted.one person do what he think, another does his own things? like mam said again. when she was in school last year. we the current part Ds sacrificed countless lunches and recesses just to make our training plans. have you any idea how fast the process has to be? did you know this stuff behind the scenes? you think you all do a training plan just like that and it can be carried out immediately? will it be so flawless that it cannot even be editted?let me tell you all, we have to make draft of plans on weekends. sleeping usually only at 2am. then pass to CO on monday. after editting is done on tuesday, tuesday have specialist meeting. then wednesday put on noticeboard. you know how many hours this takes? and somemore the reviews on every training about your performances we have to feedback after trainings? no right? TO THE PART C BOYS. i seriously dont know what is going on. yes you may not like them. i closed one eye to your behaviours, but you all better make up your mind and wake up your bloody idea. that goes to the part C girls too. your standard is not on a down low. it literally sucks. in fact i must say this horrifying fact. your standard even if its not lesser than the part Bs, it is at the most only on par with them. yet, you all have a year of extra training. coming up? going to be specialists?you think you can just stroll in and lead the unit? you think you can handle the stress of the planning?the answer is YES. i know you all can. i have seen you all bonded better together. somehow in the middle you alll fell apart.you all really have to find time, to solve your own conflicts, and settle down. all in all, i must say it is still us the part D's fault for not giving you all better teachings and attention. we are like your parents in NCC, you as our children are not doing well, we will definitely be upset and unhappy. i hope you all will think about it. all the best for CCA showcase.

sincerely, Staff Sergeant Josh

to serve with pride and dedication. NCC