alright, woke up at 7.30. go tuition from 9.30 to 1.30 like that. then go lunch. and travelled hom by myself. then slack here slack there. went out with my brother for shopping at Far East Plaza. so was on the train ride. started talking about O'lvls results coming out. and transfered to talking about what i wanted to do in the future. and so we talked about my personality and stuff. and he told me something quite true bah. we may have a certain character now. but that does not mean you will never change.and also talked about my future with my darling.:D.

after that he talked about how i should not do a job that is a trend. i shld think out of the box. i find it very nice to talk to my brother. its like really easy to communicate and stuff. im so lucky to have him. :D. then after that talking about our parents. how much my father came closer to us ever since he was temporarily out of a job. then on did we know how much he really loves us. and our mother, she shows she loves us every single day. just does not show it well. and when ever my dad goes overseas he always confirm call back to check on us one.my brother then told me he really wanted to study hard. he did not want to be a burden to parents. which was what i thought so too. damnit...i gotta study well....all in all im truly blessed to have a strongly united family. :D

as you know. what can 2 mature guys talk about. my darling la of course. so he talked bout how we started and stuff. how i should know my limits. and well i told him i knew my limits la of course. and he opened up to me. especially about the hurting relationship he had before. and he shares the same view as me! he knows that this kinda thingy cannot just jump into it one. must have experience. well, i felt sorry for my brother, he was insulted and hurt in that stupid relationship. leading me to find out. outside my brother is like a hard clamp. must deep inside he actually has a soft meaty spot too. after talking for very long, he concluded my darling is a good girlfriend. understanding and everything. YES! my brother approves! HAHAHAHAHA! so after that really went to shop.

i tell you all. my brother i thought he is like me. take damn long to shop for even one thing one. but i was wrong... he takes even longer! he take one hour just to buy a shoe la! he try size 40, then 41, then 42. and went off. then went back to the same shop again!!! urgh...in the end he buy one shoe i bought a belt and shirt. my shirt pink with black stripes!!!!! WOOHOOO! haha so after that travelled back by mrt again to westmall had dinner at burger king then go home liao. thats all for today!

gotta go tuition tmr again! URGH!!!!see you all soon!




p.s/ happy 2 months darling.i know i have not been myself lately. its just that sometimes i keep to myself and dont open up to you. i dont know why im like that. i wish i can change soon. all i want you to know is you now already make up a great part of my life. you make me smile, you churn up all kinds of emotions in me. emotions i sometimes dont even understand.everytime i think about you, you make me smile like i've nvr smiled before. you give me strength to move on in life. everytime i look in your eyes. i see the most wonderful person in the world before me, and everything just shuts out. the little things you do for me,the time we spend together, is what makes me love you so much.happy 2 months.