HI PEOPLE, IM BACK.though i am kinda feeling crappy... lets look back at what happened shall we?

as some of you all might know, yesterday was friday. so...got NCC training...duh...so i was kinda not happy that got 2 staff sergeants not there. leaving me and weiting only. plus a little more other instructors only. further more, i was temporarily changed from B CSM to A CSM. so i took the sec1s for their orientation training from the hall. damnit la, the processing super slow. first of all, planning was 2.30+ can get the sec1s from the hall liao. mdm Fadilah? talk talk talk....talk until 3.10 then only finish.

so i ask them to mark their attendance once they settle down. later on cannot find my tape. dammit Land go take from us. so i ask them go back NCC room and put down first bags lor. and then must put tape and write name that time. Ms Yee came.( she was having remedial before that). Ms Yee" Josh! i give you so much time! the tape with their names still not even written ah! can you faster anot?" that sentence i not happy liao. somemore only got one marker to go around. and she start complaining about me xia...wth... i mean i was so stressed out to be part A CSM okay. like wth, i din even know got nominal roll. make me like an idiot in the canteen got write down the 33 names. nvr even eat lunch properly. i under so much stress how to think properly the right thing to do?


fine... so after that she continued. Ms Yee:" Josh! i ask you do the thing and then how come i see Yiren doing!?!?!?!" WTH?!?!??!?!! i briefing them on the activity what??? how you want me do both at the same time? besides, an instructor posted to part A means can help me right? its not like i ask Yiren go eat shit or wash toilet right? he is just doing his duty oso what? so nvm, i briefing did it quick. and went on the help Yiren. after that i was helping them write their names, cause THEY ARE BLOODY SEC1S!!!! SENSE OF URGENCY IS NO INSTILLED IN THEM YET! LOOK AT MY PART B? I GOT NEED TO SHOUT AT THEM ANOT? NO RIGHT? BUT IS STILL BECAUSE THEIR 2ND YEAR IN NCC,SO INSTILLED IN THEM LIAO.



sec1s are so lucky ms HO is their teacher IC, Ms Yee go there scold liao. of cause they scared already la. alright, so from here, Ms Yee scold me twice already.so after that i give last briefing. you know me, i dont like to give briefing half way, i want make sure they really understand what im saying. but...halfway i talk. Ms Yee interupt me. ask me to run off liao. she will just start the race now. then i was like just try to finish talking. and then.... Ms Yee:"JOSH! GO! WHAT YOU WAITING FOR! I SAY GO RIGHT! 5!4!3!2!....." so counting properly. she scolded me 3 times. what i dont like is that she scolded me so freaking loudly i front of the sec1s. confirm i "FISHED!" up la!


so i run run, in the end just go upper parade square instead. sian......look at part B Land do drills. thinking if they are my cadets i will dammit scold them like shit. given my mood i will at least make one of them cry. so saw GB doing some game thing. walk away...blahblahblah, talk to jacelyn. she give me that lunatic look. so i calm down abit and allowed myself laugh. then when she running i started going. "Jacelyn! you can run?" lol...this part all i still relaxed la, another thing hor, CLIFF IS AN IDIOTIC SERGEANT.



tell you what he did... got his junior coming late.(please take not, all stuff said from cliff mouth was given in his usual guai-lan sound) so he question his junior. his junior was like explaining. and they keep interupting. i scold them, hey cliff, you all dont so bastard can. let him a chance to explain la. so he explain and keep stuttering like hell, so i was like cannot help him liao..... so cliff did the most idiotic thing. Cliff:"DOUHAN! you look down for what? why you late also you dont know? you what?go script on the floor ah? where is it ah? (cliff squat down and brushes floor" wth right???



so until then i still continue to watch land. went to sit at flag pole. all the sec2 there. then jeremy yeo all of a sudden shout. " Part B! I GIVE YOU ALL 5 MINUTES!!!(stern face)............and you all fall-in back on time(smiles)!" QIAN DA RIGHT JEREMY!


last one. after that i try to be funny... i go infront of their platoon. and i said. all those who think you are a hottie fall out! and then all the sec4s start walking up to me....wah lau....no shame sia....i should be the only one ....:D

5o'clock that time i go back find part A. then got one ask me where is Haqiz. so i told him its sir Haqiz. think what? Haqiz your friend ah? and he said yes...wtH....i wanted to slap him.


Second last crappy thing of the day. i found out. im most probably no longer the part B CSM?!?!??!?!??!??!urgh...i wanted to like break down please....partB are like my precious gems... my prized possession. and now just like that im no longer their CSM. SO UNTIL ITS TO LATE...BYEBYE PART Bs. i enjoyed being with you all. you made my later part of NCC life worth remembering. thank you all. continue to strive and work hard okay?




THE LAST THING OF THE DAY THAT PISSED ME OFF.


sorry, i wont tell anybody this...i shall just move on to other things. its just a familymatter. so YES, i was angry at my family members. URGH..... thinking abt it already makes me so irritated again...all i know is, my anger is like a ticking time bomb. when i angry...i am really really angry and can blow my shitting top off and scold everyone i know.at least not all everyone.... well that all.... another post coming up. to compensate fro lack of post...